February 2012
“22. Nobody cares. Do it for yourself. Everybody is too busy with their own...”
– 30 insights from Hugh MacLeod on how to be creative.
This is also relevant to the way you feel about the way you look. Nobody pays as much attention to your face as you do.
(via withabang)
Get inside my brain, this.
Passive aggression is what tumblr is for, right?
The last thing I want to be is all ‘I’m anxxxious pay attention to mee’ (and I’m hating myself a little as I write this) but I have a few (good?) friends who should get my shit enough by now to realise how I’m surely going to react to things and understand how nuts my brain can get and basically STOP ACTING LIKE THEY...
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Going out and staying sober is pretty rad when the bartender compensates by making you really, really awesome juice. Yeah, I go to ~tha clubs~ and drink juice. It’s okay to be jealous.
“Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best, and then...”
– Karen Marie Moning
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“Only hang around people that are positive and make you feel good. Anybody who...”
– Amy Poehler
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“Wherever you go, go with all your heart.”
– Confucius
I wish there was a rad way to mush the words ‘anxiety’ and ‘excitement’ together because it would perfectly explain my deal right now. Exciety? Anxitement? IT DOESN’T WORK, THOSE SOUND LIKE DISEASES. And I’m not anxious with excitement or excitedly anxious. I feel sick but giddy but panicky but exhilarated. Anxiet-ment-y.
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There is so much I need to do I think my brain is about to explode. It’s like one of those horrible assignment weeks of uni when everything is due at once, except these are all things that I actually care about and want to do. That have actual consequences for other people if I fuck them up. Oh god. Is this the rest of my life?
“I think I’m greedy, but I’m not greedy for money – I think that can be a burden...”
– David Hockney
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“Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love. It...”
– Rumi
keeping track
Saturday I had my best gogo shift yet. It involved a Herb Albert cover band, limbo, champagne and the most attractive man in the world. (Honestly, not exaggerating.)
Sunday was all about this boy, chips, milkshakes and admiring pretty boats in the harbour (on my part, mostly.)
Today I applied for jobs, edited and went to my first contemporary class in years. It felt good.
Tomorrow on the way to...
“Start out perfect and don’t change a thing. Always accentuate your best features...”
– Miss Piggy
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I really, really, really, really, really want to quit the bakery. I think I might do it tomorrow. I don’t make enough at my other job to support myself, but I’ve got enough in my savings to get me by for a while. It’s probably a stupid move. But you know what else is stupid? THE WAY IT MAKES MY SOUL CRY.